I wish that I didn’t feel so damn stagnant.
I wish that I knew where I was, or where I was headed to.
I wish that my job afforded me something of a nightlife. (Come to think of it, I wish that my job paid more and actually did something for my resume)
I wish that I could drive, or had a car, because one would probably provide me with impetus for the other.
I wish that I could make plans.
I wish that I could go absolutely crazy over someone who was actually worth my time and effort.
I wish that someone could turn me on.
I wish that my childhood hadn’t conditioned me to feel absolutely mediocre at everything I do, because it makes it extremely difficult to take any pride in my work.
I wish that I’d stop looking at everyone else around me and coveting everything that they have.
I wish I could finish a book. Or a movie. Or anything, really.
I wish this kitchen would clean itself.
I wish that I didn’t feel so whiny and needy and anxious, and was actually doing something right now.
darth leggers ••